Yet another aspect of the current appetite for fragmentary memoir brought into focus. This one is a series of short glimpses which occurred surrounding the author's 60th birthday, looking back to prior life as well as forward to how the world might survive given current pressures, particularly those of a natural and climatic kind. Some are quietly touching, some a bit watery and thin. I haven't read Jamie before, so don't know how this compares to her other work. But what it says to me is that the feelings which occasioned these pieces were probably strong, and that were the reader with her, or able to inhabit her mind at the time, the impact would also be. Instead, the reader is reading this book, and attempting to inhabit her mind through its resources, and coming up with something that I would attest is probably lesser. It does resound, but very mildly on the whole. And it's very interesting that the longer the piece, the greater the impact - she's seemingly a writer who benefits from accumulation. Of course, one must come to the possibility of the conclusion that the written equivalent of an experience will always be lesser than the moment itself. So then it becomes a matter of what means are used to develop the written version towards impact, so as to represent something of its 'hit'. There are moments in the prose here which push that envelope, but a fair amount which don't. I'd be tempted to call this something of a missed opportunity - but it has mild charms.
Friday, January 2, 2026
Sunday, December 28, 2025
The Bookseller's Tale by Martin Latham (2020)
A bit of info: the author and I are roughly contemporaneous. He's a few years older than me, started working in a bookshop the year before me, and we've spent a good amount of our lives bookselling; he's made a career out of it, though he's not keen on that description, whereas I've strayed into repping and publishing. We've seen approximately the same things from not dissimilar vantage points. So, of course it's interesting to see any contrasts between us. This book is filled with interest, in the compendious sense. It's a wide-ranging look, ranged around where human beings encounter books - so, bookshops, libraries, of course, but also the streets. And how we relate to them once we've grabbed them and taken them home to be with us, or consult them in a library chair. And also some shots of history to tell us how they began and what other forms our more familiar modern examples grew out of, and the key industries and cultural leanings which gave them form. He has a fun way of drawing out psychological points concisely, figuring the book "thing" as a relationship. I'm guessing from some of his angles that he's thinking broadly in psychogeographic terms. My instinct here is to draw back and see what this achieves in this case. For me, it introduces on the one hand a pleasing warmth, a sense of exploring connections, on the other a kind of forced quality, where tropes are identified in a search for defining illustration which don't bear out in the cool quiet of ordinary observation. We have blanket statements about (I'm paraphrasing) "staircases inhabiting our dreams" when discussing interior architecture, or talk of customers stopping short on entering his bookshop, eulogising the atmosphere. Also quite a few examples of dreams he's had exactly echoing a point he's making! And his preoccupation with women kissing books is a worry. There's a definite romanticising going on here, but perhaps that's what partakers of psychogeography want? If they do, more power to their elbow, as long as it's identified as such. At the cooler end, this tendency is enriching and efflorescent, at the warmer it's approaching the selling of snake oil. I'd want more of a documented sense of his warping intention here, rather than a presentation of this information as cold hard fact. There are some fascinating excursions, though: apparently there are recent developments in the study of street literature, tiny ephemeral pamphlets sold by pedlars, which are uncovering the genre's true extent, believed to be game-changingly significant; there are similar developments in studying the marginalia of illuminated manuscripts, which I'm less convinced by, but open to. The form of this book is governed by it being a compendium, literally a magazine, in the military sense. And his very fluid style helps to cover over the "and then......and then......and then...."-ness of this. It flows between tendencies to the academic and Sunday Magazine-writing pretty successfully, though is best read in smaller chunks. As might be expected, I was very focused when it came to the last chapter on his own life as a bookseller, and throughout the book on his attitude toward the workings and significance of bookshops now. The aforementioned romanticising inspired concern; also I think I've worked out what's missing from my point of view, which is related. Reading this book as a book trade layperson, so to speak, one would get a pretty rosy image of a palace of dreams, chock full of delightful eccentricities of stock and staff, and a huge upthrust of inspiring waft to fertilise us. I can only consult my own feelings: I get a lovely sense of anticipation when entering even the most modest bookspace - there's a charity bookcase on the way out of my local supermarket at one end of the spectrum, there's Shetland's only "proper" secondhand bookshop in a glacial valley, opposite an old mill, where a noisy burn powers toward the voe below right by the windows, on the other. But that feeling is not overwhelming and crazily significant, it's the simple delight of the lucky dip. It's modestly enriching and then life goes on, other things are attended to, and I'm not theatrically concerned with any peculiarity of stock or staff. I do though have secondhand bookshop dreams, where I'm finding unparalleled rarities tucked away. And I do have new bookshop dreams still, despite having been away from the trade for 18 years, but they are blocked things, where I can't work a till, or keep going round and round trying to fix a problem in the typical circular way of dreams of that nature, so it's interesting to have it confirmed that I'm not the only one with these elements embedded! I worked at Waterstone's (as the author still does as manager of the Canterbury shop) for five or six years from the mid-nineties to just after the millennium. Now, perhaps Canterbury is an extraordinary branch, I've never been there, but certainly the two branches I worked in, and all the ones I visited as a rep, are incredibly neutral places, very much fulfilling the chain-shop mantra of samey dependability. Some of them are/were in lovely buildings, which lent some charm, but the corporatism certainly dulled that down. And certainly, to also give away the game from an insider perspective, the corporate "mind" dominated proceedings in a highly unromantic way behind the scenes. Perhaps we need to wait for his update-book on his experiences, after retiring from the work? I'm guessing he's had to edit himself for the purposes of continuing employment. Part Two could be intriguing..... This is what I think is missing - this rosiness doesn't speak of some of the really bad stuff that goes on. I remember a "notable" manager of the Bath shop in my time had a truly woeful attitude to reps, and had infected all his staff with the same, though he and they weren't the only ones by a long chalk. I heard he went on to work at the head office - goodness knows what damage he did. And the snottiness which comes from being a major player and therefore abusing your "power" out into the trade, laying down the law to get what you want, despite the fact that it really negatively influences, for example, small publishers. And mismanagement and pettiness on other counts arising from chainism - whole "programmes" on removing posters from the wall of your goods-in and staffroom back area, presumably in answer to some sort of inane "tidy walls mean tidy mind" anal screwup. The absence of really any politics and the resultant imbalance of the portrait here is telling. There is a sanitised complacence in the trade still: it exists as a dominant bookseller and a few huge multinationals, with an "allowed" scattering of independents. It will be good to see that hegemony break up if the very current period of political veil-lifting is successful. I also hear that Waterstone's is now largely centrally-bought, with centrally-approved "OK" titles (largely multinational) only, with only tiny budgets for local purchases. I hope the booksellers are making the most of the few things they can still do these days in order to enjoy the work. The customers will hopefully provide a good amount of that.
Wednesday, November 26, 2025
Pond by Claire-Louise Bennett (2015)
This one has crystallised something for me. On the one hand, it's quite an interesting attempt to get to the psychological nitty-gritty of a mind working across its life - the task of getting all that into words. On the other, there are lapses in that scheme. On the back cover, a quote (not the blurb) claims that this book is fiction. It certainly doesn't feel like it. It reads like deep-in psychological memoir. Maybe a few odd things have been fictionalised? If so, the main felt thrust is still definitely autobiographical. Bennett is clearly after a picture of the workings of her mind, in waves alternating between the heavily serious and the humorously light. In the serious parts she approaches profundity by expert digging into the spaces between thoughts and the quotidian increments by which they develop, and also reflect of course, the colours of moods. In the lighter parts she seems to have taken on some of the nuances of her Irish home, despite being a Wiltshirewoman. I kept being reminded of the voice of Aisling Bea in these sections, for some reason. They're quite dry, and not at all ostentatious. All of that effort is quietly rewarding, though it rarely reaches the level of poetry. There's a matter-of-fact tendency about it, which lends it the quality of a stare in the face from someone who's quirky. All of which is fine - you feel the seep of the personal surrounding you. But then there are the lapses. Given that everything is so based in psychology, I'm given to trying to find psychological explanations for these. So, why would someone writing like this for the majority of the time find themselves swinging into a dense little pocket of academese: "...the consolidated outcome which is typically produced when a protracted and half-hearted analytical process aggravates the superior auspices of an exasperated subconscious"? Is it an attempt to say "this thought is too difficult to face head-on, I have to hide"? I hope it's not "I'm a deep thinker you know". There are skitterings of this all through the book, and of course they irritate. Perhaps she simply wants us to know that she's sometimes irritating? A "true picture"? If that's the case, there are some other lapses which magnify that impression. These are the swings into freebasing modernism: "When passed betwixt and entered fully, pails were swung and notches considered [......] oh, all things considered and not one mentioned, since all names had turned in and handed back". Just words, and only words, really. They need to better affect each other. Which brings me on to the crystallisation mentioned at the start. We are in the midst at present of a welter of this kind of thing. The best way for me to describe it is to talk about it as a personal experience I think. Since everyone's a writer these days, that has imprimatur. It comes from that feeling you get when you have a friend who's a writer (heavy emphasis). They talk about their writing (ditto). That's not at all completely off-putting, sometimes quite interesting, and some of their insights are valuable. Going to visit them isn't awful to anticipate. You sit down with your cup of tea, near the fire, and get into it. Revelations are exchanged, streams of ideas are followed. But at some point the atmosphere starts to feel a bit leaden. The air is full of condensation. The aforementioned seep of the personal predominates. At the end of the session, they see you out, and you're exposed to the wuthering elements as you set out for home. You realise you've been ensouped in what I call Wet Air. The Wet Air impression is made of two things: the intensely personal project ("my writing") and of course the contrast with Dry Air. Here in the early 21st century we seem to have a deep predilection for staying in Wet Air, effectively our mania for memoir, and consistent hunger for trying to dig further into personal revelation in writing. It's the great project of the times. Whereas, for example, a piece from 1934, or 1888, is pretty well pure Dry Air. One doesn't feel mired in the reading. We seem to have made a temple of the self in writing nowadays. Writing is therapy, and about the writer. It's only incidentally for the reader. Perhaps it's a stage we have to go through. The advent of psychology culturally working its way - now, which is it? - into or out of our systems? It seems to have been going on since the first mutterings of modernism in the late 19th century; I'm wondering if this period is its last gasp, or, conversely, its final overcoming/domination of "the narrative", for the moment at least. But there's no denying that Wet Air, once you name it, becomes hugely recognisable. It's an interesting place to visit, always an experiment with some payoffs, but the lasting impression is of wondering how much further it can go, and when the mode will change up. And a complementary impression of what has been lost in all that Dry Air of former times.
Monday, November 3, 2025
Notes from an Island by Tove Jansson (1996)
This book comes readymade with good wishes for me, being a reader of some of the Moomins series when young. This is my first exposure to the author as the writer of anything more. The straightforward relation one can make is with regard to "magic" I guess. There's a kind of connectedness to the rawness of child emotions, or folk emotions, in those childhood books which gives them their own colour, an unusual and delicate one. And this is somewhat the same, but muted. The question I would ask is whether the muting is from me, or from Jansson's intentions. Is she writing differently because this is the story of her real life? Finding a tiny rocky island with her partner, going through a wildly uplifting period with the help of bluff and eccentric locals to build a cabin on it, experiencing the sea and the wind across their blissful summer quietness and the storminess nearer to winter, finding near the end that they have to leave as they begin to find the physicality needed to cope a stretch. Or am I less susceptible? I know some little elements of these feelings as the resident of an archipelago, and having spent a good amount of downtime in wildish places, and having a love of islands which keeps their terms in my imagination. So I do get to some extent the groundfeel which is immanent in how she scribes it. It's probably both: this delicate but frank colouring is another tangent of the part of her which brought forth the Moomins. But also I am registering that there is a difference - her imagination is engaged in a very different way. It has the taste and colour of an unknown fruit from a place far away from your usual territory - not mouth-twisting and sour, or unbearably sweet, or blastingly weird, but instead a savour you haven't quite ever tasted before. Mild, strange, unpinpointable as yet, but you could get used to it.
Saturday, October 25, 2025
Grimscribe by Thomas Ligotti (1991)
Well, I'm a convert. This was published five years after his first collection. He seems to have settled into a more uniform mode in this one. The tone is one of American small and middle-sized towns, and of night. Some are lonelier and darker, some marked with the colours of downtown and carnival. The Lovecraftian part of him records a lot of this like an anthropologist of the less often touched parts of the secret soul. It also has the weightiness of that kind of prose, a formality. Then his Poe side takes up the heavy skein and thwacks it alive with something like poetry. It's a very involving mixture, though, like Lovecraft and Poe, it definitely survives better in small amounts. The image-making is shot through with shadows, and a weird kind of "bright murk". This is I'm guessing influenced by the artworks of horror during the period in which he grew up, or the design ethos of movies of that period - scarecrows under moonlight and so on. But his originality comes in, it seems to me, in a willingness to take that trope and extend it intellectually - we are led into refinements of mood and psychology which plumb a further sea little sailed upon. And it's this effort which marks him out for me - there are very few writers I've read from recent times who have the chutzpah to do this, to even want to do this. It's redolent of the intellectual appetite of writers of longer ago, who are my main fare - a crazily comforting thing to find that someone still "respects" that space - has the wish to go there. One other thing: I wonder if David Lynch was a fan. There's something about the "burnt people" in the last (2017) series of Twin Peaks, existing as blackened shadows buzzed alive with sporadic blasts of electricity in what appears an abandoned 50s small-town service station, emanating evil, which is very Ligotti, somehow.
Saturday, October 4, 2025
Portable Magic by Emma Smith (2022)
Can't say I'm not relieved that this one is over. It feels, to use a shortcut, like a very "Islington" book. The chattering middle classes of the twenty-first century performing. That's not to say that there aren't interesting things in it. One is left with the feeling of having been apprised of a few worthwhile titbits of information, and having waded through a slough of other stuff, mainly "theoretical". It strikes me that the author is the equivalent of someone like David Olusoga - a retailer in a thirsty domain, books in her case, social history via houses in his. The thirst brings us to them, and the hyperbolic stew of language pushes us back again: the "subverting of expectations", the "disjunctions between form and content", the "dematerializing the book as object". It's not that statements of that ilk are not true or correct in some cases, it's the toxification that comes from overconcentration on signifier-language over straight statement. It's also the case that too much of that kind of Islingtonism is indeed a drawing away from useful truth, an obfuscation. So any power that might have come from the piece's simpler facts is traduced. Olusoga operates in such an interesting territory, its only practitioner, that one still looks forward to his programmes, despite expecting to be irritated. Unfortunately Smith's is very trodden ground. The case (she calls it that) that she wishes to make here is that the form of books is as important as their content. She seems to feel that this is new and exciting. I have no idea how new it is (has no-one covered the importance of form before? I'd be surprised) but it's definitely not exciting. Books ultimately are about content, and form can take on importance in some cases. That's it. And the proof of the pudding is in the feeling one has on finishing: I've not been told anything conceptually new. I am enlightened about some interesting instances of form in books. I wish I could thank her for those, and do, but with the proviso that I'd like to have been saved the energy of dealing with everything else.
Tuesday, September 16, 2025
Songs of a Dead Dreamer by Thomas Ligotti (1986)
The date 1986 above reflects the volume's first publication. It seems to have had a very varied publishing history with different or augmented contents. I read the Penguin Classics recent reissue. First thing to say is that I loved the game I was invited to play as reader with these. Especially in the earlier ones, Ligotti set up an initial minimal scenario which gradually gathered elucidation - not overly unusual in essence, but there was a playfulness in only allowing certain key facets to emerge at preordained times so that the reader got wise to his intent only then. In a couple of this earlier group, 'Alice's Last Adventure' is a good example, there was an additional "meta" quality added which made the mixture even more tasty. Whether he has different modes according to moods, or whether these earlier ones were indeed written first and represent youthful work, I don't know. Because the later ones had less of this quality. One thing which unites them all is a delight in establishing a crepuscular tone. Shifting shadowiness, a sense of not knowing the intent of somewhat inscrutable, often eccentric, often near silent, characters. He alternates between relatively straightforward, though formal, prose and the high scintillations of Lovecraft and Poe, his main influences and most obvious predecessors. Like Lovecraft, this is occasionally vastly overegged. One thing here is a question: does this tendency veer some of this material into pastiche territory? There's definitely a feeling of "this is likely not his natural language" about it, like a striving for their effects. But I feel as though I can forgive him that, because the flavour of his inventions is so powerful. What droops the later stories a little for me at least is a sense sometimes of incompleteness - they are presumably efforts at establishing a mood and enjoying some (admittedly fascinating) plot elements, feeling that the necessity for rounding out can be dispensed with. The reader could feel a little cheated I think - I was disappointed at having to shrug at certain endings. There is an undeniable allegiance to dream-states here, which maybe explains some of this, although the completeness of the early stories would indicate that he's well able to smith this into richer metal. He's superb at that inchoate feeling which comes in the grey-bits-between-ness of dreaming, where locales are shadowy and loom with emotion and significance, and emotions become embodiments of locales, also where there is uncertainty of knowing why shifting events are unfolding as they are, and the place of the main character's emotions in either generating them, or responding to them. There is often concurrent philosophising about the unreal which I find less thrilling. The only other thing to mention is the fact that this is indeed a Penguin Classic (the black ones, not the Modern Classics). For an author who was very little known broadly before this publication, it is an odd step for Penguin - goodness knows what their rationale is for inclusion in this series, with Augie March and some Graham Greenes also in (that I know of). The Modern Classics would seem the right place for all. (But they agreed to Morrissey's autobiography entering the lists a few years ago - so who knows? Maybe he disrespects ideas of canon and insisted that if they were to have it, it would have to be there, as a satirical stab. And they were so desperate for his book, they agreed? Why?) But anyway, the window-dressing is not the story here; here's an intriguing writer.